January 2012
13 posts
Goblin can not lie. Goblin needs Ogre. New kind of fairy tale, eh? LOL
“But you’re a driver not a passenger in life, and if you’re ready,...”
– You are The Universe, The Brand New Heavies
I, just don’t know. Goblin (perhaps) needs you, Ogre.
Biarkan keyakinan kamu, 5 centimeter menggantung, mengambang di depan kening kamu.
Dan sehabis itu, yang kamu perlu cuma kaki yang akan berjalan lebih jauh dari biasanya.
Tangan yang akan berbuat lebih banyak dari biasanya.
Mata yang akan menatap lebih lama dari biasanya.
Leher yang akan lebih sering melihat ke atas.
Lapisan tekad yang seribu kali lebih keras dari baja.
Dan hati yang akan...
Friend, will only be friend. Getting out of the friend zone? Will surely be hard.
X: Kak, dekorasi tangga pintu masuknya bagus deh. Kaya tumbilotohe hehe
Y: Hahaha iya, tumbilotohe mini ya.
X: Iya, versi mininya. Keren nih, idenya siapa kak?
Y: eh? Em, itu, ga tau divisi PDDnya hehehe
X: Oooh gitu, emang kakak divisi apa?
Y: ah, eh? Em hehe nih (nunjukin ID card panitia)
X: Loh PDD toh? Hehehe
Y: iya fik :)
“Temporary.”
“Sebaik-baiknya manusia, adalah manusia yang bisa memberikan manfaat bagi orang...”
– Nabi Muhammad saw.
“Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising everytime we fall.”
– Confucius
“I took the good times, I’ll take the bad times. I’ll take you just...”
– Just The Way You Are, Billy Joel.
“Woman was created from the ribs of a man.
Not from his head to be above him....”
– Quoted from 5 cm (but if I’m not mistaken, it’s inside the Al-Quran. CMIIW :) )
Six months, with no any significant bbm or conversation. And, I’m still falling. Just like when we had our first conversation. That afternoon. In our faculty. The brown t-shirt that you wore, shake my hand, and your first sentence was “gimana liburannya? Haha” that laughter and your slanted eyes :)
Almost more then six months. It still is in initiating stage. Not brave enough to say “hello” to you, smiling to you is hard as well. We’ve known each other though, yet I can only see you from a distance. The unseen distance. It might be, you’re just out of my reach.
December 2011
1 post
October 2011
3 posts
“So much to say, but i won’t make it quick. I lose my mind each time i look...”
– The Trees and The Wild : Fight The Future
“Don’t spoil what you have by desiring what you don’t, instead remember that what...”
– (via perplexedpixie)
August 2011
4 posts
i am playing my guitar yet unable to concentrate on its strings. what on earth am i trying to do?! *sigh*
Belajar Dari Mamang Bakso
ya berhubung saya barusan makan bakso chuanki jd saya mau bahas tentang mamang bakso tersebut muehehehehe
mamang bakso ini sebenernya udah sering lewat depan rumah saya, sering juga keluarga saya beli baksonya
tapi payahnya saya baru menyadari satu hal
mamang bakso tersebut fisiknya tidak lengkap, tepatnya tangan kirinya tidak bisa berfungsi.
kemudian saya ingat, semenjak bulan puasa ini...
July 2011
14 posts
Brought tears to my eyes. (i think it is naive)
Boy: Hey, hun!
Girl: Hey.
Boy: I missed you at school today. Why weren't you there?
Girl: Yeah, I had to go to the doctor.
Boy: Oh really? Why?
Girl: Oh, nothing. Just some annual shots, that's all.
Boy: Oh.
Girl: So what did you guys do in Math today?
Boy: You didn't miss anything that great, just a lot of notes.
Girl: Okay, good.
Boy: Yeah.
Girl: Hey, I have a question to ask.
Boy: Okay, ask away.
Girl: How much do you love me?
Boy: You know I love you more than anything in this world.
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Why did you ask?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Is something wrong?
Girl: No. Nothing at all. Um. How much do you care about me?
Boy: I would give you the world in a heartbeat if I could.
Girl: You would?
Boy: Yeah of course I would. *sounding worried* Is there something wrong?
Girl: No, everything's fine.
Boy: Are you sure?
Girl: Yeah.
Boy: Okay. I hope so.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: I would take a bullet for you any day, hun.
Girl: Really?
Boy: Any day. Now, seriously, is there something wrong?
Girl: No, I'm fine. You're fine. We're fine. Everyone and everything is fine.
Boy: Okay.
Girl: Well, I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow at school.
Boy: Alright, bye. I love you!
Girl: Yeah. I love you too. Bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Boy: Hey, have you seen my girlfriend today?
Friend: No.
Boy: Oh.
Friend: She wasn't here yesterday, either.
Boy: I know. She was acting all weird on the phone last night.
Friend: Well, dude, you know how girls are sometimes.
Boy: Yeah, but not her.
Friend: I don't know what else to say, man.
Boy: Okay, well I gotta get to English. I'll see ya after school.
Friend: Yeah I gotta get to Science. Later.
THAT NIGHT
Girl: Hello?
Boy: Hey.
Girl: Oh, hey.
Boy: Why weren't you at school today?
Girl: Uh, I had another appointment with the doctor.
Boy: Are you sick?
Girl: Um, I have to go. My mom’s calling on the other line.
Boy: I’ll wait.
Girl: It may take a while. I’ll call you later.
Boy: Alright. I love you.
-very long pause-
Girl: *with a tears in her eyes* Look, I think we should break up.
Boy: What?!
Girl: It’s the best thing for us right now.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I love you.
THE GIRL DOESN’T COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE
Boy: Hey dude.
Friend: Hey.
Boy: What’s up?
Friend: Nothing. Hey, have you talked to your ex lately?
Boy: No.
Friend: So you didn’t hear?
Boy: Hear what?
Friend: Um, I don’t know if I should be the one to tell you…
Boy: Dude, just tell me!
Friend: Uh. Call this number, 433-555-3468.
Boy: Okay, thanks!
BOY CALLS THE NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
Voice: Hello, Suppam County Hospital. This is Nurse Victoria.
Boy: Uh, I must have the wrong number. I’m looking for my friend.
Voice: What is their name, sir?
*boy gives info*
Voice: Yes, this is the right number. She’s one of our patients here.
Boy: Really? Why? What happened? How is she?
Voice: Her room number is 646 in building A, suite 3.
Boy: WHAT HAPPENED?!
Voice: Please come by, sir, and you can see her. Goodbye.
Boy: WAIT! NO!
THE BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM 646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. THE GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
Boy: Oh my God, are you okay?
Girl: *silence*
Boy: Dear, talk to me!
Girl: I..
Boy: You what?
Girl: I have cancer and I’m on life support.
Boy: *breaks into tears*
Girl: They're taking me off tonight.
Boy: Why?
Girl: I wanted to tell you, but I couldn’t .
Boy: Why didn’t you tell me?
Girl: I didn’t want to hurt you.
Boy: You could never hurt me.
Girl: I just wanted to see if you felt about me the same as I felt about you.
Boy: Huh?
Girl: I love you more than anything. I would give you the world in a heartbeat. I would die for you and take a bullet for you.
Boy: *crying*
Girl: Don’t be sad. I love you and I’ll always be there with you.
Boy: Then why did you break up with me?
Nurse: Young man, visiting hours are over.
The boy leaves and later that night the girl is taken off of life support and dies, but what the boy didn’t know is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time. She only broke up with him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks left to live and thought that it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
The boy is found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
THE NOTE SAID:
“I told her that I would take a bullet for her, just like she said she would die for me.”
ME : well, i dont touched by the story, it's too naive.
“There’s always an ugly duck in a family, but the problem is, what they...”
– Aryo Febrian Moedanton
to that guy who was in my room when i prepared myself (and the dress) for breaking night party, i was nervous at that time, much. whether you were watching me or not, eventhough you were only chatting with my friends in that room, i was nervous wearing that dress.
to that guy, whose room in the hotel was in front of mine.
to that guy, who met our team in the 5th preliminary round. we (your team...
Kata orang, pacaran itu harus saling mengisi. Gue rasa ini ada benernya. Kalau orang yang pacaran punya sifat dan karakter yang sama dengan pasangannya, berarti kekosongan dan kekurangan mereka ga akan pernah terisi. Malah dengan adanya perbedaan justru akan membuat mereka saling melengkapi. (Poconggg Juga Pocong, 2011)
Payahnya saya selama ini udah hidup menye-menye, baru kena cobaan dikit aja udah manja dan mengeluh.
Mereka, yang bertahan hidup melawan penyakit, yang menahan rasa sakit setiap detiknya yg menjalari setiap jengkal organ tubuh mereka.
Mereka, yang tidak pernah mengeluh atas rasa sakit tersebut, terkadang menyembunyikan erangan sakit dibalik bahak tawa.
mereka tidak pernah hidup menye-menye dan...
June 2011
13 posts
“They’re individuals and shouldn’t be treated the same”
– Disney Pixar
“disconnected…”
“distance is not that matter. a matter of distance is a paradigm of those who are...”
in which, i believe “meet me halfway” has never been there in the case of mine.
heart breaks? hem i dont know what a broken heart is, i couldnt find a proper definition and parameter of it. but i just cant feel anything, or is it, i just dont know what to feel. thus it comes to my definition, when your heart breaks, it simply you can not feel anything, so i’m perhaps in the state of this condition.
what do you feel? i dont know, i just can not feel anything anymore....
playing guitar or bass guitar hurts your fingers, but you keep on playing it instead of deciding not to play it anymore once it hurts your fingers :)
“Yah, lo tau sendiri, kalau lo udah pecah berkeping-keping, gimana caranya lo bisa ngerasain apa-apa lagi?” -Raditya Dika (Marmut Merah Jambu).
May 2011
22 posts
“kalau yang dikerjakan bukannya jadi simple tapi malah bertambah rumit, berarti...”
– Dosen Kalkulus, Pak Purnaba.